Even when i am weak, He is strong!!

You know that they are in a better place, but you cant help missing them sooo much!! thats why it feels so good to cry because it helps release the burdens that have been on your heart. Crying shows that you are weak. After a good cry you feel like you have no energy left which is a good state to be in because it then shows that God is strong!! all the strength you receive is from God, its not us!! Crying doesn’t make you a cry baby it just means that you really care about what you are crying for!! “Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted.” Friends come along side each other and cry with one another!! because a true friend feels the pain when their friends are hurting! i wish i could have met Abby!! i’m sure i would have loved her so much! She was sooooo beautiful, and even more beautiful than her outward appearance was her heart!! even those who haven’t seen her think she is beautiful because of her love for God and her dedication to his will!! Visitations are hard, but the only ones ive gone to are my great grandparents who were ready to die. i mean i love them, but its not like your cousin who is like your best friend. i don’t understand how it is to loose someone who was that close and special to you. my best friend is my cousin and i have no idea what i would do if anything happened to her!! i cant even imagine it!! i have no idea how you can still live through the days without thinking of her every second of the day! i admire all of Abby’s loved ones for staying strong during this time! Remember, God will be “By your side whenever you fall, in the dead of night, whenever you call! So please don’t fight these hands that are holding you! His hands are holding you!” God will never leave you or forsake you!! “He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. “(Isaiah 40:29-31) God will always be there for you and he listens to your every need!!